He Wants to Be Black Moonlight [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 32 The First White Moonlight 2 (End)

Because there is no effect on the condition in the hospital, Dr. Zhang and the top doctors that Chen Yan made an appointment with have seen him, but in the end they can only say that they are helpless. Lu Yu did not waste time on treatment, and returned to Chen Yan with Chen Yan In a mansion in the city center.

The system persuaded him to leave, but Lu Yu replied very professionally, [No, I want to last as long as possible, the more torture the better. 】

【system:? ? ? 】

[Lu Yu: There is no filial son in front of a long-term sick bed, have you heard it? 】

How much of Chen Yan's love for him is the white moonlight filter?Lu Yu felt that if Chen Yan lived with him after his illness for a period of time, he might never blindly like him again in the future.

Therefore, he can only work hard enough!Unfortunately, sometimes he is sober, and sometimes his soul is repelled and hides in a small corner. When the brain gradually cannot contain his soul, sometimes he can only rely on his body's instincts and hints to make the original copy act.

After eating, she dropped clothes, clothes, food, soup, and asked Chen Yan to clean it up, but others couldn't clean it up.

Lu Yu couldn't see it, but the system saw that Chen Yan lowered his head after tidying up and then raised his head, his eyes were inadvertently red.

There are also clothes, Lu Yu does not wear them himself, insists on Chen Yan wearing them, does not wash his face, insists on Chen Yan washing, and loses his temper every day, Chen Yan bears it with a good temper, as if he used all his good temper all his life on this person.

What I just said and what I did, I forgot in a blink of an eye. Chen Yan cleaned him up and changed his clothes, wiped his body, and tortured Chen Yan over and over again. Torturing Chen Yan's heart.

Never had such pain before, every time something went wrong with one part of Lu Yu's body, Chen Yan couldn't help herself not to cry.He never thought he would have this day.

In the evening, it was a rare time for Chen Yan to rest. Lu Yu regained control of his body. He knew in his heart that if he continued to toss around the clock, the effect would be better, but when he thought of Chen Yan's busy day, Maybe she is too tired now, and suddenly she can't bear to wake Chen Yan up.

But when he went to the toilet at night, Lu Yu had to go alone without waking Chen Yan up.

He moved slowly, trying not to disturb others, but it was extremely difficult for him. When he really felt the wetness in his lower body, Lu Yu was completely covered there.

He didn't even respond to being embraced suddenly by a pair of strong arms.

Chen Yan's voice was hoarse: "Stupid, didn't you tell me something happened?"

"I thought you were sleeping." Too shocked, Lu Yu unconsciously said what was in his heart.

The night was as cool as water, and Lu Yu seemed to be covered with a layer of soft light. Chen Yan only felt that he had never seen Lu Yu who was so obedient and caring. Maybe no one would love him like Lu Yu in the future. .

No, maybe someone else would feel sorry for him, but he didn't want to. Chen Yan helped Lu Yu up. He couldn't sleep at night. He was always worried that if he really fell asleep, the person next to him would disappear unconsciously. The temperature turned into a cold corpse.

How can it be?

Lu Yu still felt ashamed, but Chen Yan didn't care, and wiped his body. After so many days of training, his movements were not clumsy, but smooth.

It's just that when no one noticed, his eyes were a little wet again. Chen Yan always thought that tears were a symbol of the weak, but he never thought that one day he would not be able to control his tears at all.

Lu Yu was lying on the bed with something on his mind, disgusted himself, and couldn't sleep at all. Chen Yan seemed to know what Lu Yu was thinking, and he lay down to comfort him and said a lot of words. This was the first time Lu Yu knew that Chen Yan had the potential to be talkative.

"Never mind, just ask who hasn't wet the bed, right?"

Lu Yu: "You can shut up!"

He's still not happy.

However, after being pretentious for so long, he doesn't know whether Chen Yan really hates him now, but he has suffered too much in this world, Lu Yu's voice is very slight, "I will always leave in the future, and there will be others who like you , life is long and realistic, without me there will be others, right?"

Chen Yan wanted to go to the bathroom to wash his face again. He thought he was used to it, but he couldn't get used to some things at all.

As long as he thinks that this person's chest and even his whole body will hurt when he speaks, his heart will be terribly distressed. As for whether there will be others in the future, he no longer cares.

Because now Chen Yan already felt that kind of loneliness. Looking at Lu Yu, it seems that Lu Yu is here, and it seems that he is not here, and his mind is barren in the grass.

Chen Yan said softly: "Stop talking."

Lu Yu:!

Is this already starting to dislike him?

Lu Yu was shielded from pain by the system, and he really didn't feel much pain, so he didn't know what Chen Yan felt sorry for him.

He closed his eyes and didn't want to talk to Chen Yan at all, obviously the situation is good now, just as he imagined, the protagonist Gong hated him more and more, but he was so uncomfortable.

Thinking of the figure in his memory, Lu Yu felt better in his heart. He must return to the real world, after all, there is his entanglement there, so this is just a play.

Lu Yu didn't know when he fell into a deep sleep, and when he woke up the next day, he started bullying Chen Yan again, but he didn't know, because he didn't sleep well, he looked a little more haggard now.

The beauty makes people feel unreal, as if it will be lost in the next moment.

But when Lu Yu bullied Chen Yan, he seemed extremely energetic.Lu Yu couldn't see, so the system kept silent, for fear that the host would not bear it, so Lu Yu didn't know that Chen Yan would stare at him in a daze for a lot of time every day. When he was bullied, besides being good-tempered, his eyes turned red. Second-rate.

Chen Yan has never been so contradictory, "I want you to be by my side, and I want you to be relieved. One result is that I will no longer suffer, and the other is that you will no longer suffer."

Lu Yu groaned: "So I can live without relying on the oxygen tank. If I rely on the oxygen tank, you will uncontrollably pull out the tube, right?"

Seeing that Chen Yan didn't speak, Lu Yu gasped even more. Chen Yan might really be able to do such a thing.

His expression was indescribable, so he was held in Chen Yan's arms. Chen Yan sighed: "I don't know, but I'm sure I don't want to. Also," Chen Yan hesitated: "Stop talking, rest."

It will hurt.

These two words were swallowed by Chen Yan.

Lu Yu didn't know what Chen Yan was thinking, but he did feel tired, his body was shielded from pain, but he couldn't shield all negative reactions.

Lu Yu really just wanted to take a break, and he didn't know that his body was like a broken bellows. He thought he had a lot of time, but he didn't expect that he didn't have that much time at all.

He hasn't finished making it yet, and many thoughts are just thoughts, so he feels that he is too tired to bear.

He leaned in Chen Yan's arms, insisting on asking Chen Yan to tell him a story. Chen Yan took the talk and started to tell. After a while, Chen Yan found that his shoulders sank, and Lu Yu was already leaning on his shoulders.

Chen Yan suddenly panicked. He continued to read the book with a steady voice and slowly, but he couldn't help it, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

He read until his voice became hoarse before he saw Lu Yu's head move.

It's not that Lu Yu didn't feel Chen Yan's abnormality. Lu Yu said in disbelief, "You don't think I'm dead, do you? Just kidding."

Lu Yu didn't mean to tease him, he really fell asleep accidentally, but Chen Yan's reaction really made him feel distressed.

Chen Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to hit this person on the head again, but he held back in the end, he treated him like a fragile porcelain doll, and dared not touch him anywhere.

Lu Yu inadvertently fell asleep for longer and longer, and Chen Yan's feeling of desolation in his heart, which seemed to throw him into hell at any time, made him go crazy again.

But one day, Lu Yu never woke up again.Enron closed his eyes like a sleeping angel.

Chen Yanduo hoped that Lu Yu could open his eyes. Although there was no light in his eyes, he would tell him that he was teasing him, and he just fell asleep accidentally.

But in the end it's just hope.

But the reality is that what he has obtained will eventually be lost, even if he has not lost it, he cannot keep it, but is on the way to losing it eventually.

Chen Yan broke down in tears, shrouded in sadness and despair, like losing all homeless children, this kind of thing, no matter how many times I have experienced it, I can't get used to it.

Lu Yu thought many times about what Chen Yan looked like when she was really crying.

But I never thought that when Chen Yan cried, it would make people feel so heartbroken.

Because people who don't cry often will be even more unbearable if they really cry.

"With a tiger in my heart, I sniff the rose lightly", "Iron man tenderness", these strong contrasts, isn't that how they come out?

When Chen Yan was crying, he was not silent. Although he covered his mouth, he still reminded people of the words 'wail and cry'.

Lu Yu always thought that Chen Yan would not cry, but in fact, Chen Yan cried loudly and was very desperate.

At that time, Lu Yu felt sad and was forcibly separated from the world by the system, so he didn't know what happened in this world later.

Lu Jinxi and Chen Yan had a fight later, and the two always disliked each other. Even if Lu Jinxi inherited the Lu family and made the Lu family flourish, 80.00% of the jewelry in city G belonged to Lu Jinxi, and Chen Yan even Exaggerated, devoted all his mind to his career, single-handedly turned the entertainment company into the leader of the entertainment industry, and ordinary people would not give him face.

Even at that time, Lu Jinxi had no good looks towards Chen Yan, and it was an open secret in the circle that the two did not get along.

"Maybe it's a discord in personality?" Those who know can only guess like this.

Such speculation is not unreasonable, Chen Yan and Lu Jinxi are really two kinds of people.

Although they are all bigwigs, Lu Jinxi inherited the family business and gradually developed it, while Chen Yan started his business with his own hands. It is also possible that Chen Yan looks down on Lu Jinxi from the bottom of his heart, or is envious of Lu Jinxi.

Chen Yan has a serious personality and devotes herself wholeheartedly to her career. She can't wait to split herself into two people, but she pays great attention to health preservation, and she is completely different from Lu Jinxi, who is constantly romantic and scandalous.

So, isn't it normal for two people not to see each other right?

But no one knew that every year on the anniversary of Lu Yu's death, two people who were not pleasing to the eye would always meet each other holding their noses.

Lu Jinxi's face was full of sarcasm: "Think you love Yuyu so much? After all, aren't you afraid of death? The so-called love is nothing more than that."

Lu Jinxi put down the flowers, took a deep look at Yuyu's tombstone, suppressed the crystal in his eyes, and then left ironically.

He has a neat suit and a handsome appearance, and there is never a shortage of people around him. He can even act affectionately on everyone he likes.

Because ah, he is the best at acting. He has been a good brother for several years, haha, what else can he not play?

Lu Jinxi pursed his lips and wandered among the flowers as usual, but the barrenness and unwillingness deep in his eyes and heart could not be smoothed away.

Because the person who could soothe him is long gone!

……

Chen Yan stood where he was, and waited until Lu Jinxi left before slowly squatting down. He touched the photo on the tombstone, and then leaned his face against the tombstone.

Chen Yan murmured: "Lu Jinxi is still self-righteous as always. I'm not afraid of death, I pay attention to health preservation because I want to live a few more years, so that I can remember you for a few more years... I don't want you to be forgotten. "

So, don't be afraid, don't look at other people's faces, I won't be willing to forget you.

If you are afraid of forgetting, I will always remember you and miss you for the rest of my life.

As for what he saw later, Lu Yu's previous diary made his heart ache even more. It turned out that he loved him so much, but he never knew it. Thinking about it now, how much time they missed.

If there is a bottle that can see people's wishes, he wants to fill it with time, hold all of this time in front of Yu Yu, or give Yu Yu half of his life.

They have enough time just fine.

In the diary, those vicious words were automatically ignored by Chen Yan. How could Xiao Yuyu be vicious? It was just evidence of loving him. He could be more confident and put on a more arrogant smile.

Chen Yan thought, because his cheek was leaning against the tombstone for too long, he moved his face away, and his cold fingers continued to land on the photo of the young man.

The voice was hoarse: "Don't be afraid." He is always there, if he is his world, then he will always be there.

It's a pity he doesn't have enough time to love him well.

……

After these years, Su Luo has also become the actor. Zheng Yu watched, at first Su Luo didn't get together with Chen Yan, the scum in his eyes, and he was very happy, but then Zheng Yu panicked.

What the hell happened?How could his actor play the career card well, but the emotional card poorly?Oh, no, his family's artist emotion card has never been played!

For so many years, I have been single.

After holding it in for too long, Zheng Yu couldn't help asking: "It's not like there are people who like you for so many years, and there are quite a few people chasing you. Have you ever considered feelings?"

"No such plan." After Su Luo finished speaking, when Zheng Yu finally couldn't bear to mention Lu Yu and Chen Yan, Su Luo smiled helplessly and said, "You don't understand."

His feelings for Chen Yan have long since faded, and for Lu Yu, Su Luo can't deny that the heartbeat during those time spent together, in the days when Lu Yu passed away, was transformed by his memories and changed color a bit.

Until now, sometimes Su Luo still thinks of Lu Yu lying in his arms, the blood stained his face, his eyes were all red at that time, and Lu Yu wiped his face with his hands apologetically, his eyes were natural Simple and innocent, but it made him palpitate for no reason.

When the heart is moved, the heart is moved, but when the person is gone, Su Luo treats it as if he had a crush on someone, and finally died without a problem.It's just that he discovered after a long time that things were not so simple.

He can play the role of strong love, but can no longer accept new feelings in his life.

"I've already seen the beauty of the country, so of course I can't look at the dull ones from now on." I've seen the unshakable love that has really experienced life and death, and the ordinary little love can no longer impress him.

Zheng Yu was stunned when he heard the words, "Huh?"

If he remembers correctly, Su Luo has never been in love with anyone!

Su Luo said with a sullen face, "It's a line from my new script."

Zheng Yu stopped talking, he understood that his artists are acting crazy, comparing real life with art, can real life be the same as art?

Su Luo didn't say much, he smiled slightly, but Su Luo knew that he was gradually becoming abnormal.

He was too eager for a person, too eager to enter that person's life, but that person was no longer there, and there was no way to satisfy him anymore.

Sometimes he would look at the brows and eyes in the mirror in a daze. If Lu Yu was still there, if he had met him earlier, would it be possible for him to become the person in his story whom he would love with all his life?

Really envious and jealous, regretful and helpless.Emotional matters are sometimes quite unreasonable, but sometimes they also pay attention to first come first served.

He was late, and he was late for a lifetime.

He could only watch from a distance, just like a passer-by reading a story, watching quietly, not even qualified to participate, only he himself knew how intense this heartbeat was, like the blood that was sprinkled on his face back then, thick Beautiful, gorgeous, and fiery, let him never forget it forever.

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